whaadupitsphoebe:

I found out too late. When I already fell so hard for everything, I realized that almost everything I naively believed in, were lies. I feel so confused, stupid and just so dumb for not knowing better earlier. For not listening to my friend who have already warned me to watch out for things like this. Sometimes I still can’t take this in. Still don’t understand why you had to do this. Still don’t know why this had to happen. I’m not mad at you for anything, I’m just really really hurt. It’s like all of it probably meant nothing to you. I don’t even know why I can’t move on from this when I really should. I can’t do it. I still have the feeling of wanting to hold on and just wait longer.

(Source: youhavetoloveyourselffirst)